PESSIMIST
WRITTEN BY DARREN WHITE
Hey!
I'll mess it up I swear
Hey!
I'll make a point of it
Hey!
I'll make good use of it
Hang tight
Let me tie my noose
Everything I am
Always gonna lose
Gonna let you down
Gonna tie a noose
Everything I am
Always gonna lose
I know, I know
It's sad, I know
That I do the things that hurt you
So goodbye
Give me something good
And I'll mess it up
I never feel like I should
I'll never be enough
Give me something good
And I'll mess it up
I never feel like I should
I'll never be enough
Hey!
I'll mess it up I swear
Hey!
I'll make a point of it
Hey!
I'll make good use of it
Hang tight
Let me tie my noose
Everything I am
Always gonna lose
Gonna let you down
Gonna tie a noose
Everything I am
Always gonna lose
I know, I know
It's sad, I know
That I do the things that hurt you
So goodbye
Give me something good
And I'll mess it up
I never feel like I should
I'll never be enough
Give me something good
And I'll mess it up
I never feel like I should
I'll never be enough
BIPOLAR (EP VERSION)
WRITTEN BY DARREN WHITE
I've been feeling bad
I've been feeling good
Can't make up my mind
Like I think I should
Been back and forth
And it's killing me
I'm breaking down
No sign of relief
You could use this new prescription
You could use this new medication
Try it out and you will see
You'll feel better, you will see
Back and forth, it's stressing me
It's hard enough when I can hardly see
Right or wrong
There's no right for me
I only see my life as a tragedy
Play it down like a pharisee
Who I think I am there's no clarity
All these thoughts are killing me
Cause It's never enough to hate everything
I get so sick
Sick
I've been feeling bad
I've been feeling good
Can't make up my mind
Like I think I should
Been back and forth
And it's killing me
I'm breaking down
No sign of relief
Everything that I just hate
Is exactly what I am
Every time that I feel fake
It's exactly what I am
Every bit will of my will just breaks
And it's screaming out that I can't
There's no way that I can change
It takes more strength than I have
More strength than I have
Places I want to go
I never wanna stay
All the faces I never show
Make me feel like I'm going insane
I never feel like I'm at home
I always wanna change
I need complacency
Cause I'm going every other which way
I'm going every other which way
I'm going every other which way
Please help me now
It wears me out for one thing
To nag at me
I need relief
Sick
Sick
I've been feeling bad
I've been feeling good
Can't make up my mind
Like I think I should
Been back and forth
And it's killing me
I'm breaking down
No sign of relief
BEAUTIFUL PREDATOR
WRITTEN BY DARREN WHITE
Beautiful predator
Play with me and tear out my heart
Play with me and tear me apart
I wanna hate you
But I think I love you
Too much for my good
Send me help
I'm done
I think that I need to breathe
All this hurt is screaming at me
From the sound of
Everything collapsing
I think that I need to see
All these things you took right from me
I want to tear your world apart
Like you tore mine
Beautiful predator
Play with me and tear out my heart
Play with me and tear me apart
I wanna hate you
But I think I love you
Too much for my good
Send me help
I'm done
The thought of you won't let me be
So please tread lightly
When you walk over me
I'm throwing rocks at your window
Thinking that you might see
And maybe you want me
Like I want you badly
Beautiful predator
Play with me and tear out my heart
Play with me and tear me apart
How do I get to where you're standing
Where you're standing
Where you're standing
How do I get to where you're standing
Where you're standing
Where you're standing
How do I get to where you're standing
Where you're standing
Where you're standing
How do I get to where you're standing
Where you're standing
Where you're stand...
You look so precious in all your fancy clothes
What's it like?
You play the martyr, play the victim
What's it like?
You feel so special in all your fancy clothes
What's it like?
Play the martyr, play the victim
What's it like?
What's it like?
What's it like?
What's it like?
I DON'T NEED
WRITTEN BY DARREN WHITE
I don't need your constant confusion
I don't need all your thoughts in my head
I don't need your self awareness
I don't need
I don't need you
I don't need
Anything at all
I don't need
All your opinions
I don't need
Anything from you
I don't need
Anything from you
I don't need your constant confusion
I don't need all your thoughts in my head
I don't need your self awareness
I don't need
I don't need you
I don't need
Anything at all
I don't need
All your opinions
I don't need
Anything from you
I don't need
Anything from you
I don't need your constant confusion
I don't need all your thoughts in my head
I don't need your self awareness
I don't need
I don't need you
I don't need
Anything at all
I don't need
Anything
I don't need
Absolution
I don't need
THE PINES (EP VERSION)
WRITTEN BY DARREN WHITE & CALEB CALLENDER
Way down, way down
Where you're lost in the pines
Where you go, where you go
When you're done with your life
And there you sit, there you sit
And you lay down and die
Never go, never know
What anything's like
I feel so stuck here
I could sit down and die
Just leave me alone
While I sit here and die
What they don't understand is that there's more outside
Than this forgotten town where they play out their lives
Way down, way down
Where you're lost in the pines
Where you go, where you go
When you're done with your life
And there you sit, there you sit
And you lay down and die
Never go, never know
What anything's like
Way down, way down
Where you're lost in the pines
Where you go, where you go
When you're done with your life
And there you sit, there you sit
And you lay down and die
Never go, never know
What anything's like
You just lay down and die
Just lay down and die
I feel so stuck here
I could sit down and die
Just leave me alone
While I sit here and die
I feel so overwhelmed I could sit here and cry
Gonna be trapped here till the day that I die
Way down, way down
Where you're lost in the pines
Where you go, where you go
When you're done with your life
And there you sit, there you sit
And you lay down and die
Never go, never know
What anything's like
Way down, way down
Where you're lost in the pines
Where you go, where you go
When you're done with your life
And there you sit, there you sit
And you lay down and die
Never go, never know
What anything's like
You just lay down and die