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PESSIMIST

WRITTEN BY DARREN WHITE

Hey!

I'll mess it up I swear

Hey!

I'll make a point of it

Hey!

I'll make good use of it

Hang tight

Let me tie my noose

Everything I am

Always gonna lose

Gonna let you down

Gonna tie a noose

Everything I am

Always gonna lose

I know, I know

It's sad, I know

That I do the things that hurt you

So goodbye

Give me something good

And I'll mess it up

I never feel like I should

I'll never be enough

Give me something good

And I'll mess it up

I never feel like I should

I'll never be enough

Hey!

I'll mess it up I swear

Hey!

I'll make a point of it

Hey!

I'll make good use of it

Hang tight

Let me tie my noose

Everything I am

Always gonna lose

Gonna let you down

Gonna tie a noose

Everything I am

Always gonna lose

I know, I know

It's sad, I know

That I do the things that hurt you

So goodbye

Give me something good

And I'll mess it up

I never feel like I should

I'll never be enough

Give me something good

And I'll mess it up

I never feel like I should

I'll never be enough

BIPOLAR (EP VERSION)

WRITTEN BY DARREN WHITE

I've been feeling bad
I've been feeling good
Can't make up my mind
Like I think I should
Been back and forth
And it's killing me
I'm breaking down
No sign of relief

You could use this new prescription
You could use this new medication

Try it out and you will see

You'll feel better, you will see

Back and forth, it's stressing me

It's hard enough when I can hardly see

Right or wrong 

There's no right for me

I only see my life as a tragedy

Play it down like a pharisee

Who I think I am there's no clarity

All these thoughts are killing me

Cause It's never enough to hate everything

I get so sick

Sick

I've been feeling bad
I've been feeling good
Can't make up my mind
Like I think I should
Been back and forth
And it's killing me
I'm breaking down
No sign of relief

Everything that I just hate

Is exactly what I am

Every time that I feel fake

It's exactly what I am

Every bit will of my will just breaks

And it's screaming out that I can't

There's no way that I can change

It takes more strength than I have

More strength than I have

Places I want to go

I never wanna stay

All the faces I never show

Make me feel like I'm going insane

I never feel like I'm at home

I always wanna change

I need complacency 

Cause I'm going every other which way

I'm going every other which way

I'm going every other which way

Please help me now

It wears me out for one thing

To nag at me

I need relief

Sick

Sick

I've been feeling bad
I've been feeling good
Can't make up my mind
Like I think I should
Been back and forth

And it's killing me

I'm breaking down

No sign of relief

BEAUTIFUL PREDATOR

WRITTEN BY DARREN WHITE

Beautiful predator

Play with me and tear out my heart

Play with me and tear me apart

I wanna hate you

But I think I love you

Too much for my good

Send me help

I'm done

I think that I need to breathe

All this hurt is screaming at me 

From the sound of 

Everything collapsing 

I think that I need to see

All these things you took right from me

I want to tear your world apart

Like you tore mine

Beautiful predator

Play with me and tear out my heart

Play with me and tear me apart

I wanna hate you

But I think I love you

Too much for my good

Send me help

I'm done

The thought of you won't let me be

So please tread lightly

When you walk over me

I'm throwing rocks at your window

Thinking that you might see

And maybe you want me

Like I want you badly

Beautiful predator

Play with me and tear out my heart

Play with me and tear me apart

How do I get to where you're standing

Where you're standing

Where you're standing

How do I get to where you're standing

Where you're standing

Where you're standing

How do I get to where you're standing

Where you're standing

Where you're standing

How do I get to where you're standing

Where you're standing

Where you're stand...

You look so precious in all your fancy clothes

What's it like?

You play the martyr, play the victim

What's it like?

You feel so special in all your fancy clothes

What's it like?

Play the martyr, play the victim

What's it like?

What's it like?

What's it like?

What's it like?

I DON'T NEED

WRITTEN BY DARREN WHITE

I don't need your constant confusion

I don't need all your thoughts in my head

I don't need your self awareness

I don't need

I don't need you

I don't need

Anything at all

I don't need

All your opinions

I don't need

Anything from you

I don't need

Anything from you

I don't need your constant confusion

I don't need all your thoughts in my head

I don't need your self awareness

I don't need

I don't need you

I don't need

Anything at all

I don't need

All your opinions

I don't need

Anything from you

I don't need

Anything from you

I don't need your constant confusion

I don't need all your thoughts in my head

I don't need your self awareness

I don't need

I don't need you

I don't need

Anything at all

I don't need

Anything

I don't need

Absolution

I don't need

THE PINES (EP VERSION)

WRITTEN BY DARREN WHITE & CALEB CALLENDER

Way down, way down
Where you're lost in the pines
Where you go, where you go
When you're done with your life
And there you sit, there you sit
And you lay down and die
Never go, never know
What anything's like

I feel so stuck here
I could sit down and die
Just leave me alone
While I sit here and die

What they don't understand is that there's more outside
Than this forgotten town where they play out their lives

Way down, way down
Where you're lost in the pines
Where you go, where you go
When you're done with your life
And there you sit, there you sit
And you lay down and die
Never go, never know
What anything's like

Way down, way down
Where you're lost in the pines
Where you go, where you go
When you're done with your life
And there you sit, there you sit
And you lay down and die
Never go, never know
What anything's like

You just lay down and die
Just lay down and die

I feel so stuck here
I could sit down and die
Just leave me alone
While I sit here and die

I feel so overwhelmed I could sit here and cry
Gonna be trapped here till the day that I die

Way down, way down
Where you're lost in the pines
Where you go, where you go
When you're done with your life
And there you sit, there you sit
And you lay down and die
Never go, never know
What anything's like

Way down, way down
Where you're lost in the pines
Where you go, where you go
When you're done with your life
And there you sit, there you sit
And you lay down and die
Never go, never know
What anything's like

You just lay down and die

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